Been a day & five months since I said goodbye Doing a loop de loop, on our determined swears to never see each other again, Here you now stand at my doorstep,
Drenched by a drizzle, joking to me how I hate romantic clichés, corners of your lips angling just the right way A quiver in the heart, repose being betrayed Your cherubic babbling doused in carnality, My defenses rapidly falling to decay
Didn’t we step out of our usual motions, like grownups; the pragmatic adults declaring we had an incompatible case? Yet, never searching a path to something better We kept on walking the same ol’ road to each other that goes to a dead-end Gear it up, step on the gas, we love loving each other till the crash.
You burn me while I kill you each time, Our toxic romance has all the tragic signs Still not ready to say "Auf Wiedersehen", Deceiving mirrors, lying to our friends Living in a bubble of fantasy may be insane But getting high on an old love’s familiarity watching you watch me, ducking reality, Saying "ich liebe dich”, just one more time has now become our addictive necessity.